terça-feira, 4 de dezembro de 2012

My demise

You were my demise.

Never did i thought that someone could have that kind of power over me! Had to be you, a little warrior princess the one who could change everything about my life...

You came into my life out of the blue, and I fell for you without knowing anything, at that time so did you fell for me, and friends we became... little did we know that we were both warriors for our kind, little did we know the kind of soul that we had just found, and so we dated, and smiled, and cryied together...
To think that I was one of the few people to see you cry, and that you did so three times on my shoulder, asking me to never let you go, telling me that you had finally found peace, and I promissed you what i had never promissed before to anyone, I promissed for the first time that I would never let you go, that I would catch you when you fall, that in the day that you would run again, I, the one that never goes after anyone, would go after you... even if that would mean my death...

So we rode... and what a ride that we had! together by lands unknown to us, trought everything, they could try everything and we stood together as one. Never had I thought that someone could make the stand with me by their side! But... we stood, against rain, wind, sun, bikers, friends... death....

You were my gamechanger, and you shall never know that fact. I have no way of telling you what you have done for me...

I remmember the day that you told me that you were afraid, afraid that you could love me more than I do, I remmember that look on your face... that extreme happyness, that smile that could light the entire room! But most of all, I recall that when we were together there was no darkness in our hearts, there was only each other.

I know that you were afraid of me... Afraid of what I could do, and amazed for who I could be! You were afraid that you could never let go... And I was afraid of you, but you never knew that, you never knew that I was afraid that you could bring me happyness, that with you I would never need to hunt again, that I could stop and be happy...

And that fear... that was what blew everything up.

And you left me... bloody, lost, confused... hardened....

And now, that I know I can never have you back, that I start forgetting you I realise that I may never have what I felt with you again... That I lost the One that could be with me, the only one strong enough to be with me... The only one that could ride by my side for an entire life.

You left me, but I still say the same... I shall never bow down to anyone, not even you...

And yet, I still love you with every little piece of strenght and light that I have left...

You were my warrior, my love, my friend, my sister, my light, my night, my dream.. and now... you are nothing.

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